Hospital. (Draft copy)

Music: Sex, from The 1975..
Adios Noviembre, from Hey! Chica.
Still in Love, from, The Stills

I dreamt of a beautiful girl, yesterday and the day before too the story goes like this, perhaps it's good enough for a movie...

Everything was on white, lots of rooms all white, she was in red and black, dresses white and black..

 

She told me, I was waiting for you. I said, I thought I would never come back, I was afraid, so is this true? she replied, you know we are, but we have to hurry up, time is not on our side, she smiled profoundly, come here.. Are they watching?.. Shh!! She held my hand, kissed me.. A 5 second black out, it felt as if we made love, I knew cause it felt like it, I asked can we do it again? she laughed, laid back, said that's why I love you, hold me. Read to me. 5 second black out!.. She wasn't there, she got in my mind she said shh!! Find me!!.. We lived in a psychiatric hospital.. A nurse looked at me, what are you doing here, I said you know we're not crazy, nurse asked Love?, she continued, but this is where she wants to see you, I said yes this is were we are understood, where we can fully be, this is were crazy is a constant and our love, is crazy, our purity is here... All of this happened while scenes of her played back and forth..

Beautiful one said, is she insisting? they'll always do it.. Insist I mean... take me somewhere, she held my hand, said, you're so beautiful, let's do the bed.. Me do the bed? I said-she laughed- we've been over this, if we want to be admitted here, we must obey rules, I said, rules? Does that include, 5 second black outs? I added sarcastically, Of course not, she smiled, we kissed- 5 second black out-Came back from black out she said smiling, stop blacking out, they will find us, during one, but you look amazing when u come back from one, kiss me, now, before they come... 5 second black out... Coming from blackout, first thing I see is her gaze, her gaze is mind blowing, as I was approaching her she interrupted my intent, saying don't even think about it, ok, I smiled back, so hold my hand, she said nooo!! Full smile, shy pink face, no more 5 second blackouts ok? I said u want it as much as I, big laughter, followed by I just want you to hold me, and talk.. Ok so let's skip the hands touching, lets talk and walk, she hits me, you dont want me anymore?? Now he big laughs, I think you belong here, you scare me.. Oh yes!! That's what u think? So I'll stay here... What? No you're not.. We get into this flirtatious, tough to get game.. 

In the process we go places, we are separated from general population. Somehow everyone wants to see crazy love birds, images compound, mixing memories, with our reality, the supposed hospital, which I think it was our game not really a place... But how she looks at me, her petite silhouette, her still eyes, profoundly gazing, seeking, and our 5second blackouts, which were awesome, cause i still got that amazing feeling afterward, and got time to spend with her, now reflecting on it, I've dreamt with her since ages... Now?