En las sutilezas

Se detiene el sol en los árboles, toma retoños de invierno, se arropa de viento, cae al suelo...
el sol, con inviernos,
arropado de tu aire,
en el suelo, pero contigo.

Within you..

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=HWF5_wdqQj0

I've never been a person who doesn't think about the consequences of his actions, words, its a part of me to think that everything has a consequence, but this type of thought process has unavoidably kept me from being impulsive towards life, avoiding risks, and letting impulse as part of living, just simply letting go and enjoy, and that has worried me lately.

The results, have been good in general, but, in changing this, it has also affected the way I search for the love of my life, and has again, unavoidably made me into saying things, words, to girls that makes me feel empty and as a word prostitute. My core, my soul, the way I think is being faithful, Im not looking to getting laid, or being famous, popular, I want a girl to Love, but just One girl, not a few not many, just One, The One. 

This search is exhausting, to think that this or that girl, might be the one, and learning that perhaps she isn't has given me more emptyness, but im still giving it a last shot, because I do believe in me, in us. I believe I have what it takes to fulfill my happiness, our happiness. So im not a prostitute, I'm looking for you, and I hope this search leads me to You, so I can feel full again, full because I wont loose you again, and I don't have to give something to someone else, again, and again, and again, when it should of been originally given to you.

If you read this, I hope you are The One, the one who stays, because Us, is better than you and I, apart,